After so many days, I saw you looking so upset and frustrated. I am also upset about it and not feeling good too.I have decided to let this matter off. I don't want you to get stress because of this. I am giving up. Since, you don't want to say, then don't say. I have no control over you, I don't want to be too demanding to you. Anyway, I have never have high standard when choosing boyfriend. As long as you really love me and treating me well. I am okay already. Though sometimes I hope you will open the door for me, help me carry my things, I didn't really mean it. I never say my boyfriend must be very charming/ handsome like Kim Hyun Joong, as talented as Jay Chou or Show Luo, very rich or own a car. I never say my boyfriend must be very tall. All I said was my boyfriend must first love me, that's the most important thing, secondly must treat me well, thirdly, must not drink, smoke and gamble. Fourthly, must be smarter than me (which is very easy because I'm stupid) That's all! 一个人烦恼，伤心，难过，好过两个人一起难过。